Moving In

Yesterday is the day that I so happy since this few days. Maybe is due to the excitement of moving into a new house and can meet up with my cutest dog-BOBO!!!! However I still don't have the mood to study...Sometimes the joy and happiness also have such power to make people can't concentrate on something....Hmm..Human being really hard to define and explain on it, especially on feeling.....Don't know why today i start to have feeling back on it again...Is it good or bad? I also don know how to answer, but at least I enjoy the day........

PS: I got new Speaker today...nice sound system...Yeah....HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

Betray

Do you guys experinced the betray from your friends, family, lover or others? For me, sure yes. In my principle, this word is very heavy in my life....I very dislike this word happen in my life....very very untouchable one!!!!!! Somehow if i find out this word appear in me...i sure will 180 degree change but the changing depends on how big the word is.... I do not know whether is good to hav such thought but since they can betray you why still need to care so much of them....more you care faster u die....this is what i thought....Betray this word is so untouchable for me because it sure end up bad in between for sure...If really happpen, i can garuntee that is not my mind suck until can't think openly, is because i trust what i saw and what i heard and the evidence i get, so call TRUTH!!!! I like truth very much although it most of the time hurt me a lot but it is the thruth teach me to judge without fairness....Different people have different point of view. This is what i think and how i felt for now....

The Truth

Truth brings a lot of things to me. It sometimes make me happy but it sometimes make me sad or even hurt...Truth make me understand and know a lot of things that i do not admit of. Sometimes what i saw and here i just pretend that i don't know and don't care because if i continue to find out, always bad things will be known....This few days i had thought a lot in mind until can't sleep well and can concentrate in study, all of this is because of the truth that make me confuse of who am I now, what should I do now, how i should face it. In before i was very neutral on it....After the truth came in a flash of lightning i become like that until yesterday a small little question become an alarm to wake me up....I don't know whether i should thanks this alarm or not because it sure change me a lot in mind of what it said....Of course asking sure can't run away but most of it consider the same. Therefore i had decided my mind....For now time is the best to be the truth again to clear such thoughts....Hope everyone is happy with it....

My First Start...

Yesterday was a strange day to me...why? It is because it suddenly make me wanted to start a blog writing. For those who knew me well sure felt weird of what i done. However, like what i say in my profile, everything has a start of it. Why am I so suddenly have such interest in writing a blog? This is a good question....Actually i also don know the reason....This few days i have a lot of things in my mine keep floating out....i wan to write in facebook(fb) but the space of writing is limited...some more many people sometimes give a lot of comments that make my mailbox-BOOM!!!!!! Besides writing in fb is not so good also because sometimes some secret can't display truly on it. This what the main reason i think i started this blog-spot. Another reason, just a small tiny little one is due to the course a take now in inquiring me to write a lot...Not just only write but write in a super duper great writing skill in ENGLISH!!!! I guess i can have a start of practice by doing so.......Hmm, all this writing sound like a little different compare to those blog a saw...i seem like doing an Q&A section...do u think so? But as least is all from my heart that i want to share...Maybe next time might have a different.........