Restarting.....^^

My blogspot - ONE STOP STATION OF MY OWM, today finally 失而复得. Is it a good thing or bad things? Ermm, actually i think is a good things la, can hav a place for me to express myself on certain thing or feeling, at least can write something dat i don wan let others knw. So YOU sure are my choice.....

Ermm, i so curious dat do god really knw wat i think de? Coz recently i wan to write something out but i hav no idea where to go for, den so sudden i re-found back my blogspot when i edit my account...but anyway thks "YOU" for letting me a place to express myself, my feeling, really needed....

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Upset~~ T.T

Don't know why this month happen a lot of things...Every things also end up unhappily.....Today is the worst day of my life.......My mood and feeling now is like falling down from heaven to hell, burning by fire, suffer the hurt and sadness, my heart almost broke into half.....Is this a test for me from the God to let me going through all this kind of sadness? Then I would like to ask back, why You want to create a thing in our mind and feeling call friendship? You let people gain it, then suddenly took it back from them....This kind of treatment really very hurt especially when someone had treat a person as his best friend, become his own brother, an important person in his life....Am I not worth to have it? Since from childhood, my mom told me that God say my hold life don't have good relationship in between friends. None of them will treat you as an important friend to them.....But I always believe that if i treat people well enough, give out what i have to them, i'm sure one day they will notice me....Almost 21 years i had such believe, however today it let me notice that i was being so stupid for all this years....I finally notice that the people i treat as brother actually do not know much of me, just a simple question already can test it out; just a simple conversation already know how they don't wan to concern; some even pretend i even not exists and finally the most heart break one is that he cant listen to what i say although i beg him for only just this time....Now i finally know a person life and faith in already mend what you are and how you will face your life... Nothing can against faith....What a stupid boy, always think that you so important in your so call brother, you think you so powerful to ask people to do something....HAHAHAHA...very funny.....You just an ordinary friend in their heart. My sister always say to me that all my so call friends only will notice me when they need me to help them. After that who is Wesley they also can say I don't know this person. This is what she saw from me for all this year...But i keep my principles....Now i really sorry for not listen to you....last time sadness, you also the one who make me be open on it....This time not so dare to tell you again, scare you will slap me then......But what i can say is I will wake up starting from now and do what should I do..What i want say to him I already said. I keep on concern for what, he won't remember of what i said maybe already forget of what i said...He change his mind i will so happy but he really give up like that, this is the last time i will bother him as my bro...I don't want let him hurt me for the 3rd time...My sickness for this time is the deed i pay him back. No more again.......Sorry friends, I cant stand for it. When we have chance to meet again, maybe we only suitable to be just an ordinary friend. Please forgive me......

The Big Day

Yesterday is my big day....So happy that all my friends keeping wishing me "Happy Birthday" except someone.....Haiz, so disappointed but never mind, at least the person i care most remember my true birthday and have wished for me...Thank you to you all... In each birthday, everyone will sure make a wish, mostly will wish something good for themselves (i'm one of it). However, this year my wishes is a little different, twice on my birthday wish also wish the same thing, is my first time wishing for others....want to know what is it? haha u sure have to guess, here is the hint of my wish....[Finally I hav reached 21st year old le...i can hav the permission to do wat i wan...hehe!!!In my 21st birthday, i wish my result was not so bad and can maintain wat i hav nw, hope oso it understand something very soon and save itself out from danger, especially hope it nt yet do wrong...May all the gods grant my wishes!!! (very imp, if not I sure disappointed until die because i really care so so so much)]

However, happy days really come in short and now is the time of my big day has come to an end...T.T
Now only hope what i wish really be granted very soon......

My Early 21st Birthday ^.^






So long haven't come in and write my blog....Hmm, what should i write dis time? This recent weeks many things had happened. Happy, Angry, Sad, Joy, all out in the same time....Erm, i think this time i prefer "Joy" to be my blog writing for today, entitle as above la...noob...
Actually my birthday is fall on 17/5 la, don know why people keep say happy birthday to me...i know can send early birthday but no need until a week early birthday greet gua...However i appreciate of what they done for me... So many people that I want to thanks of for giving a nice birthday party with a nice, beautiful, creative birthday cake...i really love it so much....cant wait my birthday cake pix from Andrew i-phone....hey Mr Andrew, please quickly upload it to fb la...
Actually that day i saw My bro Jen keep running around and whisper to all people but never on me....I don't know he was planning to do all this for me...i really appreciate him la, running around keeping it as a secret and give me a surprise...He really make me so 感动, this friend sure be my brother forever in my life....
When talking about birthday party, this is the 1st BD Party full of surprising. I never have surprise in my birthday because every time they already said what time and what day want celebrate with me...make me so no mood, but still wan to thank you them...This time is different and also got Ms Gan celebrate with me...so luckily for me...is really memorable !!!!!!!!!
Please enjoy the pix lo....Thank you guys!!!!!! Love you all....


朋友

朋友。。。何谓朋友呢?我也不知如何解释。。我只知道有情可贵,要好好地珍惜。一旦破坏了就无法挽回这份可贵的情了。。。今天我在Facebook里看到了一件很有趣的事而得到的理解。。这就是不同人对朋友的理解,原谅和生气的看法。。。你们也赞同吗?


Poh Yee 有云:“在别人看来或许是某些无关痛痒的小事情;在于两个朋友之间, 却又不是这么一回事。 对方要是真表现 不出原谅, 也并非真的生气, 而是无所适从。毕竟是朋友“。

Wesley 有云:”不同的人有不同的观念于原谅和生气在于谁的身上。但有些真的是无法原谅,也未必是生气而无法原谅, 只是没办法就是没办法。。。“

waitagen 有云:“有时不是不能原谅,只是大家是朋友,在事情发生前的交情里是存有信任,但事情发生后,毕竟会怀疑 自己交友的真心。当生气没了,依然还是会尴尬。尴尬在于自己以后不懂该如何面对这份友情,存有防 备之心的友情,是不自然的。”

Moving In

Yesterday is the day that I so happy since this few days. Maybe is due to the excitement of moving into a new house and can meet up with my cutest dog-BOBO!!!! However I still don't have the mood to study...Sometimes the joy and happiness also have such power to make people can't concentrate on something....Hmm..Human being really hard to define and explain on it, especially on feeling.....Don't know why today i start to have feeling back on it again...Is it good or bad? I also don know how to answer, but at least I enjoy the day........


PS: I got new Speaker today...nice sound system...Yeah....HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

Betray

Do you guys experinced the betray from your friends, family, lover or others? For me, sure yes. In my principle, this word is very heavy in my life....I very dislike this word happen in my life....very very untouchable one!!!!!! Somehow if i find out this word appear in me...i sure will 180 degree change but the changing depends on how big the word is.... I do not know whether is good to hav such thought but since they can betray you why still need to care so much of them....more you care faster u die....this is what i thought....Betray this word is so untouchable for me because it sure end up bad in between for sure...If really happpen, i can garuntee that is not my mind suck until can't think openly, is because i trust what i saw and what i heard and the evidence i get, so call TRUTH!!!! I like truth very much although it most of the time hurt me a lot but it is the thruth teach me to judge without fairness....Different people have different point of view. This is what i think and how i felt for now....